I don't envy these people. I actually feel like they deserve much better life than I do. I deserved what I got. I'm not as a good person as I may seem. I feel so alone in my world.
You may say I have everything - a loving friend, good friends. But that's not enough. This life is ruining me, but it is probably because I get what I deserve for what I've done.
What have I done? I don't really know. All I know is that I feel that I fully deserve it.
There are a few things I know they were bad and hurtful. I still feel shame and regret to this day. THEY DON'T CARE.
SUCK IT UP. THEY'RE JUST PRETENDING. THEY WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND YOU, NO ONE WILL. I FEEL LIKE IM IN ANOTHER WORLD. WHERE NO ONE IS HERE. NO ONE. EVEN IF I DO THING SOMEONE IS HERE, IT ENDS UP THAT IM THE ONLY ONE WHO'S HERE. I AM SORRY. I AM SORRY. WHY AM I LIKE THIS. WHY CAN'T I UNDERSTAND OTHERS AND OTHERS CANNOT UNDERSTAND ME. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.
should i start counting down??
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